u are what u believe! btl kan?

byk buku motivasi aku baca, u have to be a positive thinker..because you are what you think you are. aku? if that's the case, then i am driving myself bad i guess.. because i do not think that i am best in anything that i do. in terms of study la.. an work as well. but i do think that..i am best in any housework, cooking and even dressing myself up. kua3..yeppa!

sometimes i am very positive, most of the time? negative..but i don't think i'm stupid. even i failed in something.before.but ain't a loser. i have my will..i have my determination. well..how do i describe myself? rajin.. i am such a hardworking person. i cant' just sit and do nothing. even if i sit still, i fiddle. but that's not a best description ever la..lagi..aku baik hati. cececeh..ntah, aku rasa, aku ok la..jarang ngumpat..(kkdg terjoin gak..but hardly came out from me) xsuka pk buruk ttg org lain.. tp aku garang gak..mudah hangin..ish, boleh ke masuk bakul angkat sdiri. hua3

but i do think, i have something that other ppl don't have. org lain pon..because we are unique in every way..what happened, nasib x menyebelahi.. "Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts." Too many people miss the silver lining because they're expecting gold. ape aku membebel ni labu.. aku down lah. duduk sini.. even aku byk usaha..tp nasib xmenyebelahi.. tgk kwn2 lain dpt result best..aku x. kwn2 lain buat study group. aku x. duk sini..aku dh jadi cam socially ackward lah pulak.

but whatever it is.. i am gratefull.. my hubby and my baby is the greatest gift ever. (positive kan?) =p