Tuesday, 16 November 2010

I am 68% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.
Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up

68% shj..i got it B! hope to get A for a happy quiz..i think i am happy enough with all these gifts from Allah..Alhamdulillah..but as it says, ocassionally i do have my bad bad day to be honest.. heee..who on earth never have had that anyway|?
i am in quizes mode now..nk buat banyak2 quiz lagi boleh x?? heeee

Sunday, 14 November 2010

Hello world! 4th June 2010-Friday 8.40am

hello world..
a new beginning of my first chapter

alhamdulillah..after 34weeks slurping amniotic fluid
after a while listening to her voice..and now here i am
my weight was 3.01kg..i heard a voice told that.
pinky white skin
my eyes still sore and blur
i saw a great, beautiful women right next to me..
and a tough sexy man just sat next to her
and i was wondering..where am i? where's my amniotic fluid..?
i am craving again.
how come my umbilical cord came off??? i need to play with it.
where are they?
i want them.
i want! i want! i want!

and here i am, again..
in a tough strong arms..feel like recognized him before..but where did i?
i heard a beautiful 'song' cited by him..right at my ear..soft,slow and shaky..
what is that for?
there is where my very first chapter began
i am too fragile to learn
better yet, pls hold my hand
and guide me thru
to a place called ~world

Sunday, 23 May 2010

Close To You -The Carpenter

Close To You

click above for the link =)

Why do birds

Suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Why do stars

Fall down from the sky?
Everytime you walk by
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born

The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town

Follow you all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

dedicated to the one i love..my husband, my baby, and my bestie..ommy!

++it's been a while++

it's been a while kan..dah lama rasanya x belek2 blog ni..agak sibuk..n maybe blogging still new to me..(what??after two years??))or maybe jgk it's not my thingy..tp arini tiba2 plk aku tringat org cakap, rumah kalau ditinggalkan lama2..nnt berhantu..aku kata, blog kalau tinggal lama nnti berhantu..aku pulak bkn brani sgt dgn hantu.xpernah jmpe, xpernah terpk utk jmpe..mintak jauh..puhhh2~ jgn la usik blog aku..main jauh2 ye..errrr

ari ni spatutnya nk duduk ngadap lappy utk siapkan smua report2..nk study segala..rasa mcm dah xlama lagi dh utk aku sambut famili baru dlm rumah ni..cukuplah sunyi slama ni.malam2 xtau nk buat ape..'ma tgk muka b..b tgk muka ma'..masing2 tnya.."mlm ni nk buat ape ye?" hurm..itu org ckp..kedatangan ank2 akn menambahkan keceriaan dan kebahagiaan dlm rumahtangga. bukan slama ni xbahagia..eehhh, bahagia sgt..syg sgt..cinta sgt..hehe tp, biasa la kan..manusia xpernah rasa cukup..btl x.
hurm..perasaan nk siapkan smua benda tu..mungkin ke itu org ckp 'nesting instinct' ?? is this it?dah nk sampai masa dh ke..tp kalu nk diikutkan dah xlama dah pun..skang dah masuk week 37++..another 2++ to go.contraction pn sokmo menyerang! waah..perasaan bercampo! seronok dan xsabar nk tgk dia...tp takutnye nk 'push' dia...

itu lah tu..ari yg spatutnye aku buat report, tiba2 rasa nk blogging plk.asalnye, aku nk transfer gambar project design box yg aku amik kat lab mgu lepas..tp, tetiba rasa lagu2 dlm hs byk plk lagu da boring didengr.dan tiba2 tingat lagu yg dulu2 duk suka dengar.. sgtlah nostalgic.. close to you~the carpenter
duk ralit2 dengar..nyanyi2 kat dia smbil usap2 perut...haihh..tiba2 kluar air mata plk.smua benda jd tingat..tingat time dolu2..waktu seronok yg singkat. ompeng, my bestie.. this is our song kan..even byk gile 'our nostalgic song'..tp this is it..i miss u dear..da lama xjumpe kan..