jeles jugak =|

ramai yg dh bjya..dh abis n nk blk msia dgn sng hati..

bln dpn konvo plk..most of my course mates attending..tp bile org tnye aku..tpksa la bgtau..i'm not attending..bcoz..ade fail paper.. famili pn asik duk tnya mcm2..aku xtau caner nk jwb dh..

sedihnye bile dh jd camnie..selagi result xkluar..slagi tu la aku xde jwpan utk smua soalan2 ats angin tu..ade kwn yg dh dpt offer letter utk sambung lagi..ade yg tgh duk prepare utk interbiu. ade yg duk sonot2 cari baju ape nk pakai utk konvo nnt..jelesnye kat korang2 smua.. seronoknye tp

aku boleh tumpang hepi je..

aku xtau samada nk dtg ke x konvo nnt utk meraikan mereka2 yg dh berjaya..hmm..

ruhma!terima je kenyataan..luck is not always to blame.

happy first birthday!

1 year today!

to my dearest apple pie cupcake honeybum chocolate chip , happy 1 year old and have ur first birthday today!!

we love u to bit!

it's hard not to tell

it's hard but have to..

hard not to share the good news..and

*sigh*

it's hard not to tell the bad news as well, might end up with nobody's with u when u are in need the most.

*sigh*

it's hard when u have to say 'white lies' when u are bonded with promises.

*sigh*

so what's the best? ppl say, sometimes better not to tell than afraid that it might hurt someone.

this news..it wont..just promises. =p

i'd love to tell, ..but..

believe me, time will tell. =)

l0ve,Life,h0pe!

Life is made up, not of great sacrifices or duties, but of little things, in which smiles and kindnesses and small obligations, given habitually, are what win and preserve the heart, and secure comfort.

Love is not blind — it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less.

The greatest gift you can give another is the purity of your attention

Location: University of Surrey park

Date taken : 25th April 2011

Time taken : around 6pm-ish.

P/S: No special occasion. Feeling bored and picnic to enjoy.

five hundred K?

aku risau. takut nnt kalo aku blk ngan degree..di consider langgar kontrak dgn mara.

kawan aku ckp, dia mybe kena byr full (5ook). kes dia, repeat year.

aku? still 50/50. last sem, nasib xmenyebelahi..aku fail some paper..then HoD kate, kena pass smua sem nie baru eligible utk seat summer resit.

otherwise..i have to go back with BEng (degree). padahal kontrak MEng (master) so, aku kena buat betul2 utk exam kali nie. betul betul punya!

aku xnk nnt kalo kena byr full..indirectly, aku dah menyusahkan laki aku..dah menyusahkan famili aku. susah hati woo.. xpernah aku sedown gini. =(

smlm, aku dh buat smyg hajat..dgn doa sepenuh hati.

"ya Allah, jika benar ini ujian dariMu..jika benar aku harus tempuhi ujianMu ini..aku redha..namun ya Allah, Engkau lipatgandakanlah rezeki kami..supaya kami mampu untuk melangsaikan hutang-hutang kami" Amin..

hehehe..lipatganda..jutawan la kan?wawawah..over tau..but seriously? 500thousands????? i'll be dead meat bankrupt.

kawan2..doakan aku sama ye..aku mengharapkan doa darimu jua.. hope aku pass smua paper n dapat blk dgn master. InsyaAllah..

omaigod omaigod! sandra azwan follow me back??

ceh.gaya exsaited menyampah cam nak tampaq laju2 ja. but i'm really xcited really..yabeda beduu.. cam terencat la pulok!

sape sandra azwan tu? ntah..i don't know him/her. sandra..sounds like a female..and azwan pulok? maybe her last name. tp gambaq2 cam macho ja..pls correct me if i'm wrong ya. sori yep.(ni la musibah pada yg malas nk buat research) .. oh, don't blame the innocent.. but i'll visit ur blog frequently thereafter for sure.. i fancy ur blog tawww...kretip.

nk dijadikan cerita,ade la aku jenguk his/her blog satu hari.terkebetulan pulok sbb tgh elok mencari resipi, terbukak blog seorg minah blogger yg sangat aktif mengupdate blog dgn resipi2 makanan siap ngan gambar bahan2 masak lagi ..(which also a good idea for me to duplicate..muahaha) dan, dari situ ade terselit pasal malaysian next top female blogger! and rasanya si sandra azwanlah mastermind for the event/contest ..not so sure.

but yep..i am, of course not eligible to participate.oh please don't ask me why. it's obvious! so, to sandra azwan.. best of luck for ur mission to look for the top female blogger! ur blog is awwww some! =)

u are what u believe! btl kan?

byk buku motivasi aku baca, u have to be a positive thinker..because you are what you think you are. aku? if that's the case, then i am driving myself bad i guess.. because i do not think that i am best in anything that i do. in terms of study la.. an work as well. but i do think that..i am best in any housework, cooking and even dressing myself up. kua3..yeppa!

sometimes i am very positive, most of the time? negative..but i don't think i'm stupid. even i failed in something.before.but ain't a loser. i have my will..i have my determination. well..how do i describe myself? rajin.. i am such a hardworking person. i cant' just sit and do nothing. even if i sit still, i fiddle. but that's not a best description ever la..lagi..aku baik hati. cececeh..ntah, aku rasa, aku ok la..jarang ngumpat..(kkdg terjoin gak..but hardly came out from me) xsuka pk buruk ttg org lain.. tp aku garang gak..mudah hangin..ish, boleh ke masuk bakul angkat sdiri. hua3

but i do think, i have something that other ppl don't have. org lain pon..because we are unique in every way..what happened, nasib x menyebelahi.. "Not everything that counts can be counted, and not everything that can be counted counts." Too many people miss the silver lining because they're expecting gold. ape aku membebel ni labu.. aku down lah. duduk sini.. even aku byk usaha..tp nasib xmenyebelahi.. tgk kwn2 lain dpt result best..aku x. kwn2 lain buat study group. aku x. duk sini..aku dh jadi cam socially ackward lah pulak.

but whatever it is.. i am gratefull.. my hubby and my baby is the greatest gift ever. (positive kan?) =p